Today the obvious seems unobvious to me. I am realizing things that should be common sense. I am also extra shaky. I will have to have my lithium level checked (because we all know how fun being toxic is!). I'm thinking things I want to say and they're not coming out as good as I'd like. I'm told the meds that are supposed to be helping me are causing me to become more angry and more panic attacks... the exact things they are to be helping. I am angry at everyone around me, unable to keep it to myself, accusing them of purposely avoiding me and leaving me out of things.
I haven't gone much into my past, so I'll start now with my current diagnosis. I am diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar type 2, GAD, Panic Disorder, Agorophobia, and OCD. I think that's all.... It has changed multiple times but everything except the bipolar I agree with. I'm not sure on that one, because BPD can mimic Bipolar symptoms.
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